Monday, February 02, 2009

today, 4M went and kicked up another fuss again. this time over some stupid person doing childish thing. that wasnt the part that was sad. sad was that no one owned up. and we wasted lesson time and lunch to confront this issue, with mrs tay, and in the end we wasted everyone's time, even those who were innocent (almost everyone) and the culprit still doesnt own up.

what the hell. is it so hard to take responsibility for something you had the brains (or lack of) to do? mrs tay even said the culprit wasnt going to be punished, yet no one stepped up. that's 4M. so idiotic sometimes. reminds me of the zi xuan whistling incident last time. that time zi xuan took so long to answer, luckily only because everyone knew it was him then we got the whole affair sorted. pretty sure this time the culprit went to write the stupid thing, and then showed off. can't be that no one else knew about it. what the hell.

mrs lim asked me, whether its sad that the rest had to stay behind for lunch. i told her its okay, i ate recess. and she talked about that kind of attitude. yeah, i regret that, maybe shouldnt have been so lame, actually today i feel quite apathetic. not much feeling. just do things without really caring that much... covered up with normal behavior. its only today ba... but truthfully i also dun feel much bond with 3/4M. with 1/2P i had some good friends. lessons these days are just to get by with.

pity the teachers. have to handle this class. lessons arent as interesting, not the teacher's fault. more like frustrating... a lot of noise and the teacher has to keep repeating stuff. really bad environment. and its just because of a few people. those disruptive kind... people have tried to change it, like Eddy, but didnt really work. at least the sleeping ones don't disrupt the rest- ok i'm being apathetic and not caring again.

sorry. will try more.

not emo.