RE presentation was today, its finally over. right now i'm a bit mixed, since this marks the end of the project, yet at the same time i screwed up the presentation. firstly is because when it came to my turn it was already 9 mins and i only had 1 min to present(!) and i kind of rushed through, got cut off at the end (not good). thats not that bad actually... but during the Q and A everyone was answering questions and since i didnt speak much i thought that i had to say something so when the last question was answered, i just shot out with some random stuff.
you know the feeling when you start on something, no turning back, have to keep going, even though you know that its only half-formed, stupid, and there's an awkward end? yea. thats it.
saddening it always happens like that first impressions count no one ever monitors the whole process / behind scenes must do something appear presentable one shot thats all like tests speaking of tests tmr theres geog and theres tuition and theres cca hike prehike and i could be spending this time doing something meaningful instead of doing random stuff just so meaningless draining no one ever just can't change what you can't
haiz. its over.
swim carn after RE... i swam two events, think i did ok in both. qualified at least i hope. so that means i earn my first points for hullett since sec 2 o.O oh yea go hullett!
regret not being able go yeo men.... since i stayed there for about the same time. that means for my current 4 years in RI i havent gone for any yeomen... the one on my bday doesnt count since it wasnt really much. huh.
lol feeling tired now... didnt think that swimming a few laps can be so draining. kick a few legs only? hah. lol got some splitting headache after the 100 breaststroke... i shall go mug a bit of geog now, so i will be a bit prepared for test.
actually today wasnt that bad overall. just don't think too much about the little things (:
